Use Me.

Use me completely,
And make me break as you see fit,
For I am trapped inside your wall for you alone.

Though hooks dig,
Into my limb words flow,
And one million truths I will speak.

One million things,
You'll need to know,
And so many you'll want to never hear.

With all of this,
I'll add a haunting warning,
As the blood drains into the floor.

"I will die someday,
And you will follow suit on another,
Yet both will shed tears of sapphire hue."

Use me completely,
And draw me thinner still,
For no god may enter here.

My soul protects this home,
With my blood drained into it's walls,
All lightning I reject from divine source to retort.

Spreading thinner,
The skin is worn tight,
And the hooks grow rusty.

Once more I repeat,
All the truths I can spill,
And the haunting hymn like warning

"I will die someday,
And you will follow suit on another,
Yet both will shed tears of sapphire hue."

Use me so fully,
That I cannot ever say no,
Even as the thread goes tighter than it should.

Hooks are scarlet,
Draining all that is me,
As the words flow so freely.

Break me so fully,
You alone are master,
And you alone are divine.

All who deny,
Are rejected from entry,
And may never hear the truth.

Snap the body falls,
And hands are stained,
With the smell of copper rust.

Once more,
With the final cord,
Do the words repeat.

"I will die someday,
And you will follow suit on another,
Yet both will shed tears of sapphire hue."

Breathe Like You Bleed.

I want to feel his hands around my throat
Pressing me down until I finally choke
Prove to me that I don't need the air I breathe
Prove to me that all I really need is you to hold me
I want to feel his hands cutting off my air supply
Preventing me from telling even more lies
Prove to me that I don't need my voice to speak
Prove to me that you don't really even need me
I want to feel his hands strangling me
Protecting me from the toxins we all need
Prove to me that you can help me escape the idiocy
Prove to me that I can live somewhere above reality
I want to feel his hands around my throat
Pressing me down until I finally cease to choke